I received this email from my friend Erik a few weeks back, and it has stuck with me since then. I didn't get his permission (sorry Erik!) but I don't think he'll mind...

The whole dance, or drama, or pattern of this three-Personal life is to be played out in each one of us: or (putting it the other way round) each one of us has got to enter that pattern, take his place in that dance. There is no other way to the happiness for which we were made. Good things as well as bad, you know, are caught by a kind of infection. If you want to get warm you must stand by the fire: if you want to get wet you must get into the water. If you want joy, power, peace, eternal life, you must get close to, or even into, the thing that has them. They are not a sort of prize which God could, if He chose, just hand out to anyone. They are a great fountain of energy and beauty spurting up at the very center of reality. If you are close to it, the spray will wet you: if you are not, you will remain dry. Once a man is united to God, how could he not live forever? Once a man is separated from God, what can he do but wither and die? - C.S. Lewis
I have several friends who I consider to be spiritual giants. Of course they know God's word, but they really know Him. They don't just know stuff about Him. Sort of like when someone asks what you & your spouse think about a certain issue. You immediately smile because you can imagine your spouse's reaction to the conversation. Then, when you finally talk to your spouse, they react to the issue and you laugh aloud because you knew exactly what they would think and say. I'll bet you also know someone who has this kind of friendship with God. What does it take to have this intimate knowledge of our Maker's heart? I'll gamble that you know as well as I do. The answer is simple. The "secret" is not based on intellect or vocation, social status or the field to which he calls us. We must simply choose to be with Him, earnestly, often, continually. We must abide in Him. Like a branch abides in the vine. John 15 has such a clear message that we have all experienced. I think we all know this in our heart of hearts. Perhaps we're even offended by the simplicity of true spirituality. Intimacy=time spent. I think back to the last time I felt really close to Him. It aligns with a season when I was preoccupied with Jesus all day. I was skipping entertainment to be absorbed with the Lord. I was listening to worship CDs or sermons in the car instead of commercials. Instead of pouring over the newest Christian book, I was pouring over the oldest Christian Book. I came before Him to listen, not to read requests to Him. We all kinda know this don't we? Yet we choose tv every night. I know he waits for me in the morning, yet I hit the snooze bar knowing I can sleep a little longer. Funny that appointments that unexpectedly get cancelled reveal what we value. Cancelled appointments for me open up time for my favorite thing: I frantically scratch a couple more piddly things off the to-do list.
I can verbalize these things well but struggle to live them. The giants I know don't merely go thru good spurts with God. They are consistent. Like serious distance runners. No serious marathon runner runs a lot one week and none the next. The giants I know have carefully built margin into their lives. They guard that margin with bared teeth. They say no a lot. I don't do that. I don't think I love email or my phone or meetings more than Jesus, but my habits say otherwise. I need God to intervene. Join me in praying for revival. Revival for me, revival for you if dare. If we STAY in Lewis' fountain/fire, I suggest that we will not need to explain much to those we hope to influence for Jesus. A coworker who doubts the fire of God will smell the smoke in our clothing. The high school kid who doubts the refreshing spring of God will notice that we're soaked to the bone. But aside from impacting others, I just want more of Him. Just for me. I know the cost. Oh, for the self-control to pay it.
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